Not always what we want.....

Though the results of my medical test were not what I would want, because don't we all want the "all clear" sign, I was assured that nothing too serious is going on.......comforting? Not incredibly, because I'm still waiting....though my doctor did ease my mind. I could not wait to get to the car and give God a proper thank you! Now I will go and enjoy my vacation and come back to more testing.....I wanted to be with the Lord before I closed my eyes last night. So I open my Bible and this is the exact page I turned to:

Psalm 3:3-5

But you are my shield around me, O Lord;
you bestow glory on me and lift up my head.
To the Lord I cry aloud,
and he answers me from his holy hill.
I lie down and sleep,
I wake again, because the Lord sustains me.

Then I bounced over to Psalm 4:1 and found this:

Answer me when I call to you
O my righteous God.
Give me relief from my distress
be merciful to me and hear my prayers.

Seriously, isn't God AMAZING! He IS amazing but I will not post untruths......I was SO afraid and my hands were shaking.....even my blood pressure was high! Many times throughout the day I was very calm and knew that God would take care of me but just as many times I was on the verge of tears and felt little relief......I would just ask that you pray for me. That I would learn to trust God WITHOUT all of the fear and anxiety......I REALLY WANT to trust in every little thing.

Have a God day!!

XOXO